But my feminist mind questioned such a promise. A few weeks ago, I heard someone say, that when women do not provide sex for their partners, they put their partners in an integrity bind: "I have a promise to be faithful, yet I have an unfilled need. To take care of my promise, I have to betray my need, but to take care of my need, I have to betray my promise." Hmmmm, Integrity bind - I can get that. But from my personal experience as a male on cam, a bad month can be a few hundred, and a couple thousand on a really good month. Who can call you names or make you feel bad in your bedroom, only you or your husband. An external HD webcam is highly recommended and you'll make more money with a higher quality webcam. More and more people are turning to freelancing full time or being remote workers. I communicate to him all the time about bringing some creativity, but doesn't seem to be interested. We had 3 more children during this time. Hi ive been living with my husband for 10 years and over this period of time he has become a bully always swearing and shouting and I have finally snapped and told my self I have the right to live my life without fear I have the right to breath the air without being frighted.