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She said that I was becoming too awesome to him, that I shouldn’t be so nervous about his comfort simply because he clearly hadn’t been worried about mine, and that I was very well in my legal rights to deliver him a further email, if I imagined it would support me. I considered about leaving but reminded myself that I hadn’t completed everything completely wrong. I was reminded of a mate who when I’d advised back in 2006 that a taxi driver experienced tried using to grab me in his cab was like "well, ended up you flirting with him? Outside of the generally safe spot with my close friends, when I had to have interactions with him, my physique would tense up, and I’d commit time dry retching afterwards. I’m guaranteed that you had been stunned when I emailed you to explain to you how unokay I was about becoming pinned down, but did it have an affect on you over and above that at all? I felt shut down, and indignant. I felt awful for the way that I was with Kate and Rob and Jess, that I was far too wrapped up in my individual shit to rejoice appropriately with them, or be responsive in any way, and I didn’t want to communicate about my have life at all, which until then had been likely very great.